That was supposed to be original title of this photo... I remember during my travels into vast mountains, hiking on high elevation amongst dark stormy clouds I saw a huge red fields on peaks. That area was called Red Winds. It was so beautiful, shining red grassy fields mixed with dramatic thunderstorms.
Yesterday I've been on lonely walk through fields in the woods with my dogs. I did some self-therapy photos.... and here what I caught, fiery, burning fields which reminded me a lot of Red Winds peaks.... I entitled it as neurosis since it really reminds me a lot, that flow of red, fiery lights shimmered on leaves are like fire burning your soul. Since recently I'm intensively suffering on neurosis, PTSD, hallucinations, due to my post-surgerical damage and in general I'll have a really hard time awaiting for me. It exactly feels like what this photographs represents. That stress is burning out your soul, emotions, thoughts, heart, liver and everything with yourself. But I'm really trying my hardest to fight, I have to be a warrior to myself. That's why I apologize for my inactivity online there.
I'm just sharing my feelings with a photograph.
PS: the original photo is a lot smoother and better quality, it was just extracted from my FB post.
You portray your emotions very well with this picture. I also want to say good luck and don't give up. Everything that you say and post is always full of thought, intelligence, and even causes the reader to think deeply too. The world would be a much sadder place without you.