Thunderlake

I'm having quite difficult time in my personal life. Especially I'm being in a chapter of losing a person that I love, lots emotional stress has driven me to the edge of myself, and additionaly my health is on a setback because of the stress... that I didn't really know what to do, besides how the world became so empty in my heart.

Though, I always had idea when I'm in a midst of enormous stress, travelling to very unusual places with emanating very peaceful energy to your mind and soul. That could be helpful to "find a peace in yourself" and answers.
However, this time I really didn't feel to go anywhere or do something for myself. But after battling with my mind, I decided to go, especially go through part of going through long hours of train rides and many hours of hiking in the mountains. At first, it made me to feel worse because I was thinking too much. Hiking didn't help a lot due to long, boring, monotous walk- it caused me to think even more. And I became even sadder.

I reached to the goal- which was very unusual. Peaceful lake in midst of dark, depressing and rageous clouds with bits of light shines.

Despite that I've reached there, for the entire Journey I've carried a baggage of my difficult and poignant feelings. It traversed along with me. No matter where I will go, if the feelings are not taken care of, fixed they will remain within you anywhere in the world. As there is that wise saying.
Of course that trip wasn't vain at all, at least I made some thinking and conclusions... I thought, I still have options to try out something...
After returning from that trip -despite that being in the nature I was still doing unwell during hike- I feel like I've gained some kind of faith. Maybe I can fix something that has been broken. An image of dark colored, with some vibrant, shimmering psychedelic lavender, indigo and turquoise colors of that lake is stuck in my mind...

Maybe there I should have also send my shattered heart into pieces to heavens, let it to heal...

I don't know.
Love is an untamed force.


Onto technical thing, I'm quite impressed of Sony SLT cameras that are are far more unique than DSLR...