Heh

Since for a few days I thought devART was degrading with overloaded advertisements and such, but just now I realized that.... my subscription is over.


You can't see it because my symbol doesn't change, but it seems my account isn not 'till hell freezes over (some with ` symbol do have) haha. I think this feature is only for former Gallery Director members or Administrators.

I'm just saying it's really funny to be without subscription.


Other than that I've been really busy Too many things has been happening in my life... I'm trying to catch up with things but also emotionally wise.
I do feel a little better, thanks to the set of exercises which I did to help to bring a light into my soul and do positive thinking. 21 day rule really help to change your unwanted way of thinking into better way thinking. It really helps when you want to recover from illness.


Lately I'm a huge fan of alpine hiking and this year I did a lot of mountain hiking... and guys, what do you think about it?




Unfortuuunately... when I was climbing on chains I've suddenly discovered that I have awful alpine heights fear. I NEVER had any height fears, bah, I always liked to be on heights. But when I started climbing on high mountains so suddenly by seeing how scary landscape from heights is and just a few steps wrong can kill me... I started panicking. I was shaking like crazy, having breathing issues and typical fear symptoms... once I climbed on top, the rest of "walking" I was quadruple crawling like a coyote on ice and hugging to nearest rocks. But I'm stubborn and I don't let this my unexpected fear to ruin my experience... but I don't think I could sleep a full night on this bed picture above


Besides, how are you guys? Nostalgic christmas time is coming, eh? Exciting?