Requiem of the Dead

Self portrait with my ghost dog.


We are still in a team. Our journey is still ongoing... in reverse form.

I'm still see Arnaq in a dreamworld. She keeps visiting me and it feels so real, though in her miserable condition and with bandages like last time.

"I want bring her back to the life."

Been having interesting dreams about the "resurrecting project" developed by my vet and she was brought back to the life - as a great miracle. 
Though, her condition was just right there before death - very sick, weak, infected and still having her paws bandaged. Her body was filled with "purple" spots, after death markings but still the fur was beautiful, soft and flowy like a white snow. 
That vet told warned me that bringing her back to life will grant me more suffering, pain and that post-death lifeform needs extreme care and will die again after a few days.
But we reunited together once again. That matters.

Well, right now (in reality lol) is still good. She inspires me, motivates and I have a stronger reason to believe.

Basically her idyllic death has made me a lot stronger and took me on another level.